The Beautiful Spirit Molecule in Your Body's Chemistry
by Iona Miller
In
extraordinary circumstances, chemical brainstorms of scintillating
multidimensional visionary light are generated in our own cranium, producing
demons, divinities, aliens, oceanic ecstasies, death/rebirth and time
distortion. The resonant buzzing of our bioelectronic "Third Eye" can
awaken latent metaprogram circuits, leaving us virtually blinded by compelling
mind-altering hallucinations. This hyperdelic retinal circus is your brain on
the natural high, DMT.
This
spiritual supercharge revealed in all wisdom literature has been sought by
cultures from Egypt and Asia to the Americas, from Druids to Tibetan lamas, and
now modern science. Psychedelic alchemist Sasha Shulgin claims that DMT is
everywhere in nature. Seekers have ceremonially emptied or exhausted
their mindbodies, using plant or animal products, spiritual technologies,
sensory deprivation, social isolation, fasting and ordeals, rhythmic chanting,
drumming and even sex to hasten and drive neurological illumination (Miller
2006).
The
Pineal Gland of Youth
We
are hardwired to seek pleasure, to seek ecstasy. As children, we freely
expressed our authentic selves—that which can be neither taught nor learned, and
the self-help and new age movements are based on trying to get back that golden
state of innocence, wonder and awe with a mature spiritual connection.
Until roughly age 8, the distinction between fantasy and reality is fuzzy, due to our own natural hallucinogen, Dimethyltryptamine. Pineal activity diminishes with puberty around age 12, after the more imaginative period of childhood, and declines further with advancing age. Integrative spirituality suggests we "become as little children" again, but who could have imagined this includes the natural psychedelic state of an uncalcified pineal gland? Youth means perpetual immersion in cascades of trance-inducing theta rhythms in the brain, resonating with its feel-good chemical brew. DMT molecules are similar to serotonin and target the same receptors.
Meditation
has been suggested as a means of preserving youthful appearance and mental
flexibility. Dr. Rick Strassman (2001) and others suggest it encourages natural
DMT production throughout the lifespan. Research implicates pineal DMT in the
wild imaginings of our nightly dreams, near-death phenomena (NDEs), and alien
abduction experiences. It is also a source of visions in shamanism and
transpersonal therapies, where dreams spill into waking life with a shifting
succession of things seen or imagined. The
main difference between dreams and hallucinations is in the way the stages of
wakefulness are organized.
Dreams occur during rapid eye movement (REM) sleep, while ponto-geniculo-occipital (PGO) waves in the waking stage (NREM) initiate hallucinations. PGO waves are spiky waves that herald the onset of REM sleep. PGO waves help regulate hypnogogic and hypnopompic imagery, vivid dreamlike audio, visual and tactile sensations. Waking dreams (hallucinations / visions) can discharge PGO "residues" even in the absence of REM sleep. Such visions can resemble classic leitmotifs of death/rebirth, ego-death, and near death experiences (NDEs). Stages include: 1) subjective feeling of being dead; 2) peace and well-being; 3) disembodiment; 4) visions of material objects and events, 5) tunnel or dark zone; 6) evaluation of past life; 7) light; 8) access to a transcendental world, entering in light; 9) encounter with other beings; 10) return to life (Sabom 1982).
Primordial
In-Sight
The
pineal gland nests in the cavernous ventricles of the brain, bathed by the
cerebrospinal fluid that feeds it and removes waste. Its secretions permeate
the surrounding emotional, visual and auditory brain centers regulating body
temperature and skin coloration. It also secretes the sleep hormone melatonin.
Curiously, this solitary, vestigial "eye" remains light sensitive and
actually has a lens, cornea, and retina. Is there a phantasmagoria orchestrated
by biophotons deep in the brain, which only the Third Eye sees or even creates?
The
Third Eye in the center of the brain creates the Spirit Molecule. The pineal
raises serotonin levels and synthesizes natural hallucinogens in response to
certain psychophysical states paradoxically associated with extreme relaxation
and arousal. Unstressing is associated with anomalous psychic and prophetic
phenomena. This master gland potentiates internal perception of Light; the
raising of the laser-like Kundalini "serpent power" which awakens
"in-sight." The key to a successful meditation is the withdrawal of
the sensory currents to the eye center, "dying while living." Once
there, the gaze focuses on the middle of whatever appears without any physical
or mental distraction.
The
groundbreaking work of Dr. Rick Strassman in DMT: The Spirit Molecule
articulates the role natural body chemistry plays in creating spiritual life;
revealing DMT as a primary active agent in a host of altered states including
mystical experience. Exploring his theory, Strassman injected volunteers with
the powerful psychedelic, synthetic DMT. Crossing the blood-brain barrier, it
bonds to the same synaptic sites as serotonin. It is physically immobilizing,
and produces a relentless flood of unexpected and overwhelming visual and
emotional imagery. Not for the faint of heart, taking synthetic DMT is like an
instantaneous LSD peak.
Natural
DMT production is stimulated by meditation and the extraordinary conditions of
birth, sexual ecstasy, childbirth, extreme physical stress, near-death, and death.
As well as regulating dream consciousness, pineal activation awakens normally
latent neural pathways, linking body and spirit. As Strassman writes:
All
spiritual disciplines describe quite psychedelic accounts of the transformative
experiences, whose attainment motivate their practice. Blinding white light,
encounters with demonic and angelic entities, ecstatic emotions, timelessness,
heavenly sounds, feelings of having died and being reborn, contacting a
powerful and loving presence underlying all of reality—these experiences cut
across all denominations. They also are characteristic of a fully psychedelic
DMT experience. How might meditation evoke the pineal DMT experience?
Meditative
techniques using sound, sight, or the mind may generate particular wave
patterns whose fields induce resonance in the brain. Millennia of human trial
and error have determined that certain "sacred" words, visual images,
and mental exercises exert uniquely desired effects. Such effects may occur
because of the specific fields they generate within the brain. These fields
cause multiple systems to vibrate and pulse at certain frequencies. We can feel
our minds and bodies resonate with these spiritual exercises. . .The pineal
begins to "vibrate" at frequencies that weaken its multiple barriers
to DMT formation: the pineal cellular shield, enzyme levels, and quantities of
anti-DMT. The end result is a psychedelic surge of the pineal spirit molecule,
resulting in the subjective states of mystical consciousness (Strassman 2001).
Natural
hallucinogens likely belong to the tryptamine or beta-carboline family of
compounds. One compound (6-methoxy-1,2,3,4-tetra-hydro-beta-carboline) is
probably responsible for visual effects of REM sleep. There
are several ways that either psychoactive compound may be produced in the human
central nervous system from precursors and enzymes. Nerve fibers leaving the
pineal gland make synaptic connections with other brain sites through
traditional nerve-to-nerve connections, as well as via endocrine secretions.
Third
Eye Blind
Serotonin
or tryptamine levels are higher in the pineal than in any other organ in the
brain. In 1976, Gucchait demonstrated that the pineal gland contains an enzyme
capable of synthesizing both DMT and bufotenine-like chemistry, especially
under stress. Adrenaline potentiates DMT production.
Strassman
notes that both the pineal gland and the differentiated gonads of both genders
appear 49 days after conception. Melatonin regulates gonad development,
implicating the pineal again. He suggests this as the root of the tension
between sexual and spiritual energies, yang and yin. The pineal modulates both
gonads and psychedelic compounds, sources of generative and spiritual
immortality.
Stress
cues pineal activation and normally latent synthetic pathways, creating
tryptamine and/or beta-carboline hallucinogens. During stress or potential
death, or in meditative reveries, we "tune back" into the most
well-developed motif of such experiences—the birth experience. Pre-and
peri-natal themes and memories re-emerge. Those born through Caesarean birth
report greater difficulty in attaining transcendent or oceanic breakthrough
and release during drug-induced states. If less fetal (or maternal)
hallucinogens were released at birth, weaker "templates of
experience" would perhaps be created.
Meditation
induces a dynamic, oceanic experience. Harmonization resynchronizes both
hemispheres of the brain, recalibrating the whole organism. The pineal
resonates with electric, magnetic or sound energy that can lead to a synergetic
chain of activity releasing hallucinogens. The pineal becomes a "lightning
rod" of consciousness as the energy body generates laser-like
illumination.
Walk
on the Wild Side
Physicist
Cliff Pickover argues that, "DMT in the pineal glands of Biblical prophets
gave God to humanity and let ordinary humans perceive parallel universes. . . .
Our brain is a filter, and the use of DMT is like slipping on infrared goggles,
allowing us to perceive a valid reality that is inches away and all around us."
He
suggests that perhaps our ancestors produced more DMT than we do today, which
led to extraordinary spiritual visions. "Maybe this is why the ancients
seemed so in touch with God and with miracles and visions. Maybe Moses and
Jesus had a greater rate of pineal DMT production than most." He blames
artificial light for the reduction in natural DMT. Pickover also suggests
spontaneous DMT experiences as a possible source of Whitley Streiber’s Communion
aliens: "we know that DMT can often produce visions of cartoon-like
aliens." Those using DMT often report communications with stick-like,
insect-like or elf-like discarnate entities (Meyer 1993).
Psychonaut
Terence McKenna used synthetic DMT (N,Ndimetyltryptamine) to intentionally
contact "machine elves" and explore parallel worlds: "What is
driving religious feeling today is a wish for contact with this other
universe." Arguing for their radical "otherness," McKenna
emphasized that the hyperspace aliens seen while using DMT present one
"with information that is not drawn from the personal history of the
individual." At a talk given at the Esalen Institute in December 1983,
McKenna described the machine elves:
The fractal elves seem to be reassuring, saying, "Don't worry, don't worry; do this, look at this." Meanwhile, one is completely "over there." One's ego is intact. One's fear reflexes are intact. One is not "fuzzed out" at all. Consequently, the natural reaction is amazement; profound astonishment ... The elves are saying, "Don't get a loop of wonder going that quenches your ability to understand. Try not to be so amazed. Try to focus and look at what we're doing." What they're doing is emitting sounds like music, like language. These sounds pass without any quanticized moment of distinction - as Philo Judaeus said that the Logos would when it became perfect - from things heard to things beheld. One hears and beholds a language of alien meaning that is conveying alien information that cannot be Englished. (http://deoxy.org/t_thc.htm)
The
Harma alkaloid (Harmine), also known as Telepathine and Banisterine, is a
naturally occurring beta-carboline related to harmaline. It stimulates the
central nervous system by inhibiting the metabolism of serotonin and other
monoamines. Harmine and harmaline are reversible MAO Inhibitors found in Syrian
Rue (3-7% harma alkaloid) and in Ayahuasca brews made with DMT sources. Harmine
is also found in the bark and leaves of Pychotriaviridis or Banisteriopsis
caapi vine, the South American sacrament of the Church of Santo Daime.
Transpersonal
Psychologist "Johnny Appleseed" uses phalaris grass as shamanic
sacrament. He contends that 5-MeO DMT amplifies telepathic ability to affect or
be receptive to others’ brainwaves through modulating chemistry,
electromagnetic entrainment, and standing feedback loops. He explains:
For
the past ten years I have been doing healing and exploratory sessions with
individuals and small groups. We have occasionally experienced the phenomena of
telepathy, ESP, and interactions on an energetic level that produce healing in
a number of modalities. I work only with a preparation of Phalaris grass, an
entheogen specifically bred to contain trace alkaloids, 5-MeO DMT, potentiated
by MAOI from Syrian Rue. Most people smoke it for a blast, which is not
conducive to this work.
Other
[psychedelic] materials distort consciousness to some degree. Oral-based 5-MeO
DMT from plant sources is something completely different, however. A clear yet
enhanced state is accessible easily and reliably with no delusional ideation,
or visual distortions. It is simply like being fully awake. This is probably
because we were born with, and until puberty had, a pineal gland that made
5-MeO DMT in quite substantial amounts, unlike the reports of only very trace
amounts of endogenous DMT. Thus, we have the receptors and metabolic pathways
to deal with this material in a non-distorting way (Appleseed 2006).
Youthenize
Yourself
Hollywood
trainer Barry Hostetler advocates "Youthenizing," claiming his 35
years of body building and meditating allow him to "kick out the
DMT." We can control our psychobiology by controlling our mental state and
vice versa, especially the reactive "reptilian brain." Under stress
we release toxic catabolites into our system which undermine the immune system
and age us faster. Without exercise, poisons accumulate, making the mindbody
toxic, frustrated and agitated.
We
can intentionally cultivate youthful states by doing emotional exercises and
visualizations which stimulate the body chemistry of our glory days. The body
remembers and mimics more flexible mental and physical states, improving
overall balance and disposition. When youthenizing, it is helpful to use a
photo from under age 7, a time you felt at your peak, or your happiest,
healthiest times.
The
body is an island of energy/matter and emotions with waves of feelings crashing
onto its shores. Body-consciousness can either hide or reveal spirit, depending
on how we direct our attention toward our ego, stress (including spiritual
distress) and relief.
Kinesiology
demonstrates that the mind "thinks" with the body itself. Mindbody is
the subtle mechanism behind the disease process. The chemistry you generate
with moods and states in your body is crucial to your health and well being.
Toxic states of mind first affect the energy body, then the physical body.
Subjective and objective experience are hidden determinants of behavior.
Embodied as corporeal memory, the body is your memory and subconscious.
Pitch
Black
Absolute
darkness has an initiatory quality—the metaphor of moving from the darkness of
ignorance into the illuminative Light. All wisdom traditions have used sensory
deprivation and darkness (caves, tunnels, catacombs or special chambers) as a
shamanic mind-altering force. Disorientation outside facilitates internal focus
and connection. Drugs, chanting and drumming amplify the effects which
culminate in a rebirth of the spirit when one enters the point of light.
Taoist
master, Mantak Chia of Thailand, recommends sound and light isolation for
reawakening the pineal in a process he calls Darkroom Enlightenment. He
sequesters participants in the dark for over a week to shock the gland into
critical arousal, stimulate production of natural DMT and break down the
barriers to transcendence. The neurotransmitter 5-MeO-DMT is normally only
active when we are in the womb and in the first months of our lives. The
darkroom reactivates it.
The
stages include the Melatonin state (Day 1-3; ego death), Pinoline State (Day
3-5; energy body and astral projection; lucid dreaming), 5-MeO-DMT (Day 6-8;
telepathy, White Light), culminating in illuminative DMT (Day 9-12; Immortal
Body). Participants leave through a tunnel, presumably a symbolic rebirth.
Explains Chia, "When DMT levels reach more than 25mg, one's experience can
become very visual. It enables the energy body and spirit to journey into
hyperspace, beyond third dimensional realms of time and space" (Chia 2006).
Rebirth
is the self-organizing emergence of the new self. The seed of initiation is
realized as the mature fruit of experience which feeds and sustains us. Each
healing journey is the death of something within us which has kept us stuck.
Healing facilitates our continuing evolution; the reborn self continues to
emerge for months or years. Consequences of the journey manifest in this
renewed form as new behaviors, feelings, attitudes, ideas, and wisdom. The
death/rebirth archetype is embodied.
Illumination
has been described as being blinded by the manifestation of God’s presence.
This brightness has no relation to any visible light. Visionary experience,
which has symbolic or religious content, may give way to this dazzling light,
which is reported in both east and west. It gives the person a palpable glow,
perceptible after the return to ordinary awareness.
Sacred
images are generated in the lower temporal lobes, which also respond to ritual
imagery and are facilitated by prayer and meditation. Religious emotions originate
from the middle temporal lobe and are linked to emotional aspects of religious
experience such as joy and awe. Yet, neural correlates don't mean that these
experiences exist "only" in the brain or are merely illusory; they
are associated with distinct neural activity. There is no way to distinguish
whether the brain causes these experiences or is actually perceiving spiritual
reality. However, psychedelic visions of bright lights, portals and spiritual
icons, or a sense of divine or malevolent presence, directly correlate with
DMT.
We
are very sensitive to tiny energy fields and resonance phenomena, both locally
and at a distance. They allow the cells of the body to work together
instantaneously and symphonically. All biological processes are a function of
electromagnetic field interactions. Electromagnetic fields are the connecting
link between the world of form and resonant patterns, since they embody or
store patterns of information.
We
can return to Nature and our nature; collectively preparing a paradigm shift
for a new shared reality and trajectory of physical, emotional, cognitive and
spiritual coherence. The silent frictionless flow of living intelligence is
beyond words and conceptual constructs. We are a process of recursive
self-generation. This continuum, our groundstate or creative source, is
directly discoverable in the living Light that generates our Being.
Blinded
by the Light
Kabbalalists
speak of this primal light during ecstatic entry into Pardes, or the
"orchard" of the Garden of Pomegranates—the self-luminous spheres of
the Tree of Life. This metaphysical experience of the Light of the Shekinah,
the feminine aspect of the Divine, is associated with qabalistic ascent up the
Middle Pillar. In this state the soul remains covered or adorned, and one
cleaves to the Light, gazing at the awesome radiance of God (Tzvi ha Shekinah)
in rapt mystic union.
According
to Kabbalist Moshe Idel, this grace of "sweet radiance" has erotic
overtones. It also implies mystical death, separated from all concerns with the
mundane world. The Divine Light attracts the light of the soul, "which is
weak in relation to the Divine Light." The metaphor is one of magnetic
attraction. The Kabbalist tries to recapture the pre-fall state of Primordial
Man, to re-enter the radiance of the Shekinah, a mystically erotic relationship
with the Divine Presence which creates a reflective glow.
Entrance
of the philosopher or mystic into the Pardes affects only the human soul. But
in the Theosophical paradigm it also affects non-human realms (the system of
divine powers) influencing the relationships between them. In the Theurgic
paradigm there is a relation and struggle with the demonic realm which seeks to
hold the soul back from union. Because it is overwhelming for most mortals,
Pardes represents a danger zone potentially leading to insanity or death.
Premature entry into this realm has been likened to tearing a silk scarf from a
rosebush rather than gently removing it slowly with regular meditation.
DIY
Brain Sync
Do-It-Yourself
alternatives can automatically put you in the zone. Yogatronics uses light
pulses and/or simple CDs and headphones to input resonant subsonic frequencies.
This audio technology creates a harmonization of the left and right hemispheres
of the brain, driving the brain harmlessly into Alpha or Theta brainwave
cascades.
In
binaural beat technology, two different embedded tones of slightly different
frequencies (such as 100 and 108 cycles per second) are delivered independently
to each ear with stereo headphones. The tones combine in a pulsating
"wah-wah" that resonates at the difference between the two tones, in
the 4-13 Hz. meditative range, while you sit quietly (see, Monroe Institute
(HemiSync), Centerpointe Research Institute (Holosync), BioPulse, and Alpha-Stim).
Hemispheric
synchronization helps recalibrate you. It correlates with healing flashes of
insight, wisdom and creativity. It is used to treat post-traumatic stress
disorder, depression, addiction, obsessive-compulsive disorder, anxiety, and
more. Creating and exercising new neural pathways retrains neural circuitry.
Rhythmic pulses can modulate collective neuronal and hemispheric synchrony and
the entire spectrum of arousal by pulling more and more parts of the brain into
the process. New circuits improve equilibrium and long-term change,
"tuning" the nervous system.
We
are innately geared to crave ecstasy, "escape reality" and seek novel
experiences on our journey toward wisdom. Religions and mysticism are legacies
of spontaneous spiritual experiences. In shamanism, our ancestors sought them
in primal ways for healing and magic. In art, myth, ritual and meditation we
rekindle them in consciously self-expressive ways.
Some
of us instinctively crave that cosmic cinema. In this void, the kaleidoscopic
Light of mystery, our deepest nature arises spontaneously, radiating like waves
from a calm sea. We no longer feel separate, but instantly recognize the
unified essence of All, infused with "meta-syn" Light. We’ve
completed the self-actualizing journey to the center of the self, where we find
the whole Cosmos.
©2006
Iona Miller. Iona Miller is a writer for the academic and popular press,
hypnotherapist (ACHE) and multimedia artist. Her work is an omni-sensory fusion
of science-art, chaos theory, plenum physics, and emergent paradigm shift that
melds experiential psychotherapy, new physics, biophysics, paramedia,
philosophy, cosmology, healing, creativity, qabalah, magick, metaphysics and
society. She is interested in the effects of doctrines from religion,
science, psychology and the arts. Her websites are http://ionamiller.org and http://ionatopia.50megs.com
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